Since my research began, my nightmares have gotten worse.

I have had nightmares every night for months now, its getting so bad that i only sleep during the day, but since i started seeking answers, my nightmares got worse, he attacking my dreams. I woke up at 4pm yesterday, i havent slept since then. Im terrified of sleep, but i have to find answers. I can't just push him from my mind, because finding answers is my only option now, i finish what i start, and ill accept these consequenses.